#19481 - Jason then asked us “who is more scared?” nether myself or cat replied, but I was gently pushed forward by cat, Jason smiled warmly looking into my eyes, I felt he could see every thing of me, laid bare before his steady and attentive gaze, “well lets get you tied in then” he said plainly giving nothing more away than a look, realizing what he was saying I began to protest “I was thinking that as I’m the most frightened, I would get to watch first” he held my gaze without flinching while his smile increased in warmth I could fell myself melting under his gaze like an ice cube in the warmth of the sun, “sorry” he replied with mischief darsing in his eyes, “this way is better” I felt myself trusting this angel before me as his warmth washed over me. Jason showed us how to tie in correctly to the ropes, then gave cat the instruction on how to hold the ropes correctly when I was climbing, then turning to me said “climb when your ready” I felt comfort in his face, and decided to start wit